It was morning and I was in my show room. My peon came running into my office and told me about a man suffering from a fit of epilepsy. I ran out to find him in a severe attack. His eyes were up, his arms & legs stiff and froth coming out of his mouth.
I remembered, Guruji had blessed me with spiritual powers to rid people from sufferings, I immediately placed my hand on his head and asked the peon for a glass of water excercised my spiritual powers bestowed upon me by Guruji.
A crowd had already gathered around him by then. Within minutes, the man got up and walked away. I felt immense internal satisfaction and happiness.
What an act has been done by me and switched over to Guruji mentally and then thought of the limitless reach of Guruji. No barrier or limitation. He can do anything excercise His powers directly or through His Shishyas. Though being a Shishya of Guruji I happen to be a human being also and by virtue of being a human being, what happened on the road side, is something impossible. I am forced to think about Guruji’s powers, being physically away from me and yet He practically cured a person, lying helplessly on the road. I had never witnessed such a thing earlier.
Actually I felt a blissful contentment within. I was now eagerly waiting for evening, when I would meet Guruji and narrate Him about the incident.
But I was in for a surprise. I reached Gurgaon, was blessed to know that Guruji was at Sthan. I rushed to Him and bowed down in His holy feet…..….. Before I could say anything, Guruji scolded me and said,
“tune sadak par banda theek kar diya… ..… Ab jao aur hospitals mein pade sab mareezon ko theek kar do.”
He said it in a taunting way and I could not understand, instead of petting me, Guruji was scolding me, why..…..??
I prayed with folded hands,
“Par Guruji, aapne hi to kaha thaa,
ki maine tumhen shaktian dee hain,
ab logon ke dukh door karo”
(Guruji, you yourself commanded me to exercise Your powers and cure the people.)
And this is the bhakti which you will do hence forth. I am unaware of what wrong have I done!
Guruji said, “Yes beta, I have blessed you with all powers but; you can do good to people coming to your Guru’s Sthan. and that too, if they ask for it. Unless one asks you and that too, at your Guru’s Sthan, you cannot save a person. You must understand that it is GOD, who has made that person miserable and suffer from a disease, this is His judgement, which is always right. He is the best and the greatest judge how can you un-do ‘His’ decision. This appears to be an interference in the regime of the Master of the Universe”
Guruji further said, “GOD has authorised ‘Guru’ to pardon (muaff karne ka adhikaar sirf Guru ke paas hai). I am Guru, and in fact, God feels happy when I pardon and cure the suffering people, I am serving GOD, who is stationed in every human being. By removing pain of a person, I serve the GOD in him…. Whether the person realizes or he doesn’t.”
I recollect, Guruji used to decide there and then when some body touched his feet and prayed for His “kripa” and at the same time would tell him to come to Gurgaon and offer Prasad of Meethi Phullian on Bada Veervaar.
“Aum Namoh Shiv Aum
Aum Namoh Gurudev ”
Pujniya Guruji forgive my Sins and Heal me of my ailments