Guruji said, “Subah-subah bachhon ka dil dukha kar aaya hai ? Ja, vapis ja. Jisko daant ke aaya hai use aur baaki ke sab bachhon ko le kar aa, tabhi Seva karne doonga.”
It was “Bada Veervaar” the auspicious day. A day fixed by Guruji for the people of the entire world, the aggrieved and medically refused and social environment victims.
Away from the jobs, the business or any social commitment or any thing what ever, Guruji would meet people on this day and all the Shishyas too would do what Guruji wants or says.
As per my routine, I went to Gurgaon for Seva early morning. Just when I touched His holy feet, Guruji started scolding me instead of giving the aashirwad . He said, “Subah-subah bachhon ka dil dukha kar aaya hai ? Ja, vapis ja. Jisko daant ke aaya hai use aur baaki ke sab bachhon ko le kar aa, tabhi Seva karne doonga.”
(You have come after spoiling the moods of innocent children on this special morning ! Go back right now and bring her, to whom you scolded and also bring all other children as well. You will be allowed to sit for Seva only after that).
The fact is that when I got ready to move out, my car was not there. I was informed that my daughter had gone to fetch her dress from the dhobi and so I was in tension of being late. When she returned I lost my temper and scolded her roughly.
There was no other option than to come back to Delhi. I went to her school and requested the principal to extend leave to my daughters. After taking them I went to the college where my eldest daughter was studying. So after taking all the four of my daughters I reached Sthaan with total realization of my mistake. I apologized to Guruji and He was kind enough to forgive me and gave me the permission to sit for Seva.
This small looking incident engulfed me completely and dragged me to a hidden reality of the graceful master:—-
1. That He knows every detail of my movement & my actions–
2. That He is so caring to my small children—
3. That He would not allow any vice to enter my personality.
Out of countless faces of this Super Lord, this face is unique. Koti koti dandwat pranaam hazoor sahib.
Never leave me unattended o’ the greatest one !