Guruji spoke to her, “Chaarya, tu aap hee te minoo keya see ke Guruji, “Main apna khyal aap rakh lavangi, mumy nu jaan deyo”.
Charu, my youngest daughter was feeding coconut water to her mother with the help of a straw. This was the time when Gulshan, her mother was too much unwell. Almost five years had passed after she had met with the road accident. She held her head with one hand and used her other hand to put the straw in her mouth to suck the water. But it appeared difficult since her head was not stable due to weakness, it tilted either of the sides and Charu had to manage both the acts at the same time, that is, to feed her and to manage her. She was holding the coconut along with the straw and was trying to put it into her mouth but Gulshan’s head would fall on the other side. Charu went on trying again and again to feed her but the task was difficult because of Gulshan being in the state of total imbalance due to the loss of self control.
Charu then thought and prayed, “Guruji, if mummy is supposed to live in such a painful condition for my sake only, then kindly let her go. I shall take care of myself”. Actually Charu had pleaded before Guruji some time back that her mother must live till such time when she gets married and has children. But looking to her prevailing condition, the daughter changed her mind and prayed to Guruji through thought only, that her mother should depart if such condition was scheduled by God. But this is what she had merely thought and not spoke to Guruji. In a few days the mother departed.
After the demise of her mother she went to Guruji in deep sorrow and grief. She was too much sad.
Looking at her in such a grief, Guruji spoke to her, “Chaarya, tu aap hee te minoo keya see ke Guruji, Main apna khyal aap rakh lavangi, mumy nu jaan deyo”.
(Chaarya, you yourself had told me to let your mother go and that you will take care of yourself )
Charu got stunned on hearing this. She never said this to Guruji face to face.
A few days back while at Punjabi Bagh, she found her mother in such a suffering state that she thought of praying to Guruji to let her mother go now.
Guruji, “I had just thought of praying to you; but you listened to my thought”?
You are God, Guruji ! Pranaams ji.