“All He needs is surrender” – Narrated by Ojasvita Saxena

It was the morning of 24th January 2014 that I met with a fatal incident. As I stepped out of the house, surprisingly there was a wild boar, as if it was waiting just for me. Within seconds that animal attacked me and I was unconscious. All I remember was, me praying to Guruji – ‘GURU JI please GURU JI’

Then I was taken to the hospital where the doctor came after four and a half hours. While the doctor was operating on me , I was praying to my LORD all the time. I got 27 stitches in all – both on my head and my right knee. A day later my family took me to Punjabi Bagh STHAAN. Papaji blessed us and gave ‘Til Laddoos’ saying that we all are victorious and this ‘Prasad’ will cover all my blood loss. To get ‘Til Laddoo Prasaad’ was a dream come true. Later I kept visiting the doctor for dressing and regular check up where he never realized that the muscles of my leg are being defunct and almost dead and almost 15 to 20 days had passed in that condition. MRI was done and acute effusion, cartilage injury and dead muscles were reported.

I thought that I will never be able to walk ever again. I went to Guruji’s Sthaan at Punjabi Bagh and said to His Shishya who was on Sewa, ‘Guruji, I will not eat medicine and never visit the doctor again. Please AAP JI hee mujhe cure kijiye’

Guruji’s Shishya, who was listening to me, smiled and replied, ‘Beta, till now you were trying to find out the reason behind the incident – that you come to Him, still how and why such a thing happened with you (which was true) and today you have surrendered to Him. He will cure you now. Tujhe jaldi kya hai? Just do as we say.’

From that day, a new and different phase of healing began. The reports of MRI showing acute effusion, cartilage injury and dead muscles were brushed aside and what was not happening even with medicines, started happening without them.

My Lord, then actually taught me how to walk, guiding me spiritually all the time – initially by taking baby steps and then longer strides. Taught me how to bend and fold my knee, taught me how to sit and stand without support and then cured me fully.

In the process, He made me realize that total healing can take place only with total surrender. Not with doubts and questions.

I am absolutely fine today. My Lord, my Maalik, my Guruji, I don’t know how to thank you. YOU gave me a new life. All I know is that it is easy to say ‘I love you’ but takes a lifetime to show. Every step has to be proved by obeying YOU and surrendering to YOU.

YOU are the artisan who only knows when to sculpt or to debase, both for our benefit. AAPKO pranam hai baarambaar.

‘Kyun minnatein maangtaa hai auron se aye dost…… Woh kaunsa kaam hai jo mere Maalik se ho nahin saktaa…. Kya maangoon tujhse aye mere RAB…. Tere khayaalon se aage mera kadam hee nahin padtaa….