My experience is very different and I really don’t understand where to start. Let me start from the very beginning,
My family was going through a lot of problems at that time. We were under a huge debt and were unable to pay rent for house also. I came to know about Guruji through facebook, I used to play online games sometimes to ease up my mind and some of my gaming friends were from ‘Guruji’s group’ on facebook. One day I saw a “coming up” event on one of my friend’s FB wall and that, my friend was going. I got curious, that what is this Bada Guruwaar and why people go there?
I thought for some time and finally I sent a message to one of my game friends and I searched in his friend-list for some more people from the group “Guruji Of Gurgaon”. I found one person, called Rajiv and sent him a message too. We had a small chat and he gave me all the information I was looking for about Guruji. I am so much thankful to him because he was the one who guided me the way to reach Sthaan.
My husband went to Sthaan the next day and there he met Papaji, who blessed and gave him Kadas for all of us. My husband kept on going for another 3 months, as we were going through a very bad phase in life but after wearing Kada’s and taking Jal, Elaichi and Laung we felt some little changes in our situation. We were in desperate need of money to survive and after wearing the Kada, I got some tuitions which eased up the situation a little bit. Then I also went on Bada Guruwaar with my husband to Gurgaon Sthaan and we met Bhanu Bhaiya there (who had been guiding us through messages and emails till now and that was a turning point in our life). Bhaiya guided us through everything and explained us about our situation in a way we could understand the karma and the phal. We started going to Bada Guruwaar regularly to offer the Prasad of ‘Meethi Phulliyan’ and took the blessings of Guruji and Papaji.
Slowly, the cycle that was jammed started moving. I got job a good job and just after 7 months I left and joined a better one and kept progressing. My life had started moving smoothly, and we started taking things lightly.
Because of my job pressure I so many times skipped coming to Bada Guruwaar (even forgetting that it was only because of Guruji’s blessings, that I had got the job, in the first place). As I am into a nuclear family so obviously one person is required to be home for the kids. My husband had started working in his spare time and he also started missing Bada Guruwaar. We had become quite comfortable in our lives and a time came that we did not even realize that we did not go to Gurgaon Sthaan for months together.
We started eating non-veg food also (which Bhaiya had strongly instructed not to eat, but we just forgot everything in our new found prosperity). Then it started happening again. We started falling from the level we had reached because of Guruji’s kripa. I lost my job again and my husband lost his. Rent for our house started piling up month after month and we were again under a huge debt. Even my salaries for the period I worked got pending. I had applied for a personal loan to take care of the situation but in the absence of current salary slips even that was rejected twice and one day we realized that we were in exactly the same position as we were, before we reached the ‘sharan’ of Guruji.
Once again I sent a message to Bhanu Bhaiya who scolded me for missing Bada Guruwaar for so long. I apologized and was again in front of Guruji on the next Bada Guruwaar. We met bhaiya there who scolded me and my husband but his elderly love and affection was still there and he ordered us not to miss Bada Guruwaar in any condition, He explained that nothing bad happened in our life because we stopped coming to Sthaan. It was just that the good (that had started happening because of Guruji’s kripa) had stopped because of our regular absence and that we were put in the same situation by our destiny. We realized this immediately as both me and my husband had experienced that we had come to the same stage we were in, before coming to Guruji. No change at all and this time I knew my faults, my sins and this time I knew if that if I am pardoned by Guruji, it is for one last time and there is no room for repeating this mistake.
We started coming to Bada Guruwaar every month, but the situation was not improving. We were again under a huge debt because of not being able to work for months. Every month we kept on telling Bhaiya about our problem who kept on guiding us and cautioned us not to leave patience now. We had been given everything by Guruji and lost it because of our own short sightedness, so now we must wait for His forgiveness.
Then it started happening… With Guruji’s Kripa I got another job and then I applied for personal loan again as we had to pay the rent of our house for many months and our landlord had warned us of eviction if we didn’t pay immediately.
Even though I had got a job, my loan got rejected as the bank needs at least 3 months’ salary slips which I didn’t have. When I came to Gurgaon Sthaan on Bada Guruwaar in Dec 2013 I prayed and asked only for 1 personal loan so I could be debt free from several places and that I am able to easily pay my bank installment.
Because of non performance my Dec salary got on hold but with the extreme Kripa of Guruji, even without Dec salary credit my loan got approved. It was a miracle.
I had worked with the loan department of a bank some time back and I know it was impossible in every circumstance to avail the loan without 3 months’ salary credited in my bank account. But My Guruji showed a Miracle and it happened. I am so much grateful to Guruji for His Kripa that He bestowed on us.
Though Bhanu Bhaiya has explained to us many times that it is ONLY Guruji who can do anything for us, still we are thankful to him as without his directions and guidance our family would probably not have been alive today. We had tried to attempt suicide also because of our situations. But it’s the power of Guruji that we are alive and happy today. I am back with a regular job now and things have started looking up again.
Guruji… I never want to make the mistake of leaving you ever again. Always keep showering your blessings on us.
After all that has happened in my life in the last two years, I can only say one thing that GURU KRIPA GETS ME GOING.